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Drop by hear just to drop some words. Has been really busy these days. First of all with my studies, and then comes PKV and then comes church and then come ‘you know what’. Somehow, in pursuing so much of these stuffs about myself I begin to realise I’ve been neglecting some of my friends, even close friends, and my coursemates. Well, one of them that I know of doesn’t want to talk to me anymore expect on some official stuffs. Well, the other one I’ve not been in contact with him since he graduated, and another one our friendship bond seems so loose and awkward now. I myself fell awkward. All because of my so called busyness, my pursuit of busyness within myself and me. Hmm…

I miss homecook food. Huh? You must be thinking why am I missing homecook food when I go back almost everyday. Haha… in the name of busyness again I suppose. These days I rarely reach home on time for dinner. Lesson learned. When something is taken away only you will realise how much you cherish it, when you have it, and now you don’t, and now you long for it. 

Lately I’ve started giving music lessons to the young kids in my church. I didn’t realise, thru teaching of music- I derived so much of this inner happines and joy out of me. Each week I would think of what to teach them next…and the progress they made. I didn’t know I am so passionate about these stuffs. It takes a lot of my time of course and I don’t get a single cent from it-except chicken rice from a kind father to the kids that I am teaching… but I felt happy. I want to teach them more than music. I want to teach them to be passionate about the things that they learned, and to be passionate for God. One of the things that made me happy is on Sunday after church service. But sadly, no one comes to my guitar class, except my sister…hehe…

God bless You