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do you know that in spain they have this tradition where the civil servants work from 9 a.m. to 2 p.m., break for lunch, then come back as late as 4:30 p.m. for another three hours. haha… truly cekap…at noon everyone is sleeping…

There is also studies that shows having a nap in the afternoon will boost your concentration and freshness for the rest of the day. A 20 minutes nap will do.. anything more than that will make you feel like crap the whole day. In Japan, some schools have siesta time where the students are required to take out their pillow and sleep.. with heads on the table for half an hour… as part of their break.. hah… mari kita tido bersama sama

“I don’t know why. Maybe some people don’t like me. Maybe I’m too good.”

Cristiano Ronaldo during the post match interview.Asked if he knew why controversial decisions seemed to follow him.( FA Cup Quater final match against Boro)

 

 

 Sometimes you get submerged by emotion. I think it’s very important to express it - which doesn’t necessarily mean hitting someone.
Eric Cantona

Jia Hui’s blog seems to be promoting some funny McDull videos. Here is my favourite one. Mcdull visiting the doctor….it wud be helpful if u understand cantonese lar…

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I just came back from rehearsel .

I turn on the computer and expected myself of doing my assignment.

I just couldn’t. Something is just bothering me.

During the ride back from Uni to my house a lot of things flashes thru my mind. One of them were of course, about tomorrow’s Easter Celebration. The feeling was like. Wow, the day has come. Finally all the hard work of practices come to practice tomorrow!!!Yeah… The journey to the cross was not an easy one. First of all I am not a good actor, and one thing that ppl notices of me is that…I can’t really act. I must admit that.. but ppl who keep on mentioning me of my non-physical likeness of Jesus, really makes me wanna….yeah. I think over the years of ridiculed from my frens has really strenghten me. One thing that ppl doesn’t know of me opf my past is that during my teenage years, i have a lot of pimples…and still does but lesser now. You wouldn’t understand the feeling of mocking and whatever things that ppl say to me…what can I do? i couldn’t change a thing…it is not in my control…all i can do is pray and ask for God’s strength and perseverance. Probably because of that I have a very low self esteem. Who would love me? Who would like me?…tears rolling dwon my cheek… I was really a sensitive person. Until one day I met a gurl who admire me for who I am. I was not physically handsome but still she likes me. You would’t know how gratefull I was. There is actualli someone outside there who likes me for who I am and not because of what I look like. I was in a rush and too fast into the realtionship. After 3 years we broke up. Why? I think the problem lies from the start. We are really not heading the same direction in both our lives. Totally two different ppl with two different sets of journey in mind.

Yeah, come back to the acting part, it is not easy. To potray someone like Jesus on stage. I can only imagine and learn from what I’ve read from the Bible…and thru images, I watch the movie “Passion fo Christ”..I try to learn something from there.It was not an easy task. Words of encouragemet seems so ineffective because I can still imaginary voices telling me… i can’t. You are not good enuff…look at you…you are fat…which part of you look like Jesus…phsically?? haha…NO… your Life? haha….what can i say about your life…how many lives have you touch before?? Jesus touches many many many lives and you are not worthy of potrayin him!!!..at all…

You wouldn’t believe it but the spiritual attacks on me was quite severe in the sense of putting negative thoughts in my mind.

Other than that, my wrist was injured quite badly. It was caused ny a nasty tackle from Futsal. I could’t really utilise my right hand properly. It really hurts badly. Bad of course miracle did happen. On Sunday I manage to play guitar for the Sunday Service withiout any pain.haha…but of course the pain resurface after that. It still hurts now though. hah…yeah, I’m having a sore throat and cough now.. how to sing la…cis.

Anyway, I think I’ve treat my friend badly. Come to think of it, I really treat him badly. Probably I did not realise it but, I really do now. Couldn’t reverse time. Sorry lar. I shall be serious with you from now on. No jokes anymore whatsoever.

I think i shall not say anything bad jokingly to anyone anymore. Because who knows, i wouldn’t know… my words may hurt a person so badly. They might forgive me today but…the grudge will stay on forever. As it had happen to me, surely I wouldn’t want anyone to fell hurt. Words sometimes are sharper than a dagger.

For anyone that I’ve hurt… I ask for your forgiveness…

And for anyone who keeps on stating the obvious about me…about my tummy… i dunno what shud I say to you. Get lost?? I donno… I guess I shall forgive you… yeah including all the lembik thing…full of fat la….i know you are fat so dun be so lazy to walk a few steps more la…. misai macam tahi lembu la… i think i shall forgive you…haha….hahaha…the mocking laugh…dun wanna mention about it.I’m really sick of it. My limit full. Is like the tank is overflowing with …whatever la…like i say… i forgive you.

When I can’t see You I know You’re there
When I can’t feel You I will not fear
i I will trust in You and I will not be afraid.
When the battle is close at hand
Though You’re with me and help me stand
I will trust in You and I will not be afraid.
I will not be afraid
I will trust in you

When the darkness is close at hand
And Im running against the wind
I will trust in you and I will not be afraid.
When I’m standing upon that shore
All the battles I’ve gone before
I will trust in you, and I will not be afraid.

I will not be afraid
I will trust in you

I don’t know why I brought up all my past again. Probably to tell you how insecure I really was. And i still do now…

And..thanks MunTeng for loving me who I am. There’s so many choices out there for you but you still you chose me. I believe this is God’s plan…

and I would really want to grow old with you..hehe…

i was in my faculty’s library in the afternoon. i was suppose to go there to online and to find some information for my assignment. To my disgust, the server was down. So, I dissapointedly left the computer and head towards the back of the library where people were less and noise pollution is minimal. I was like..sigh…study lar.

Slide by slide I  read. Trying to understand law terms such as

- due care-privity-negligence- and so on.

After an hour of brain teasing, I decide to let my brain to rest for awhile.Thus, placing my head on top of the table.

A lot of things went thru my mind. From the PKV Roadshow, assignment worries,the night’s practice; and many more…all worries lar- one thing i’m looking forward to is just having lunch with mun teng later.

but then suddenly i felt somebody was rocking my chair.

I was like…who the heck…someone i know was here?

Thus, i bangun from my sleep and look behind.

No one..

I look around me.. there were just one couple across a few tables away studying.

But then suddenly I heard a schreeching sound.

**eek!! eeek!! eeek!!eeek!**

the library book rack was moving.

not really move la…still stationary ..

but they swerve from left to right with high frequency.

No one were there at the rack…

it happens fro few seconds…around 15 seconds..

and then it stop.

I thought i was dreaming….or prabably the renovation of my faculty makes the bulding rocking..

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not only until at night i realise there have been an earthquake in Sumatera.

I checked the time…

The first earth quake happened at 10.54am..and the next one was 2 hours later..which was around1pm…

click here for the link.

Layer One: On The Outside

Name : Victor Khong Fatt Choy
Birth Date : 5 July 1984
Current status : Happily attached
Eye Colour : Dark brown
Hair Colour : Grey
Righty or Lefty : Righty lar

Layer Two : On The Inside

Your Heritage : 90.67 Chinese, 100% Christian..there’s some trace of Siamese blood though..
Your Fears : I’m afraid of the dark..
Your Weakness : Compulsive eating
Your Perfect Pizza : Haven’t tried the perfect pizza…aiya.. domino’s pizza not bad though

Layer Three : Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow

Your Thoughts First Waking Up : Can I continue sleeping?? argh..
Your Bedtime : way past midnight
Your Most Missed Memory : the day I met Mun Teng..

Layer Four : Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke : Coke..
McDonald’s or Burger King : McDonald’s…sori wey Jason..
Single or Group Dates : What the heck is group dates?
Adidas or Nike : Nike
Tea or Nestea : Nestea? Tea lar..original
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate..
Cappucino or Coffee : Coffee

Layer Five : Do You..

Smoke : Never
Curse : Yes….shit…opps.
Take a shower : ‘a’ shower…more than that man!!
Have a crush : …
Think you’ve been in love : Definitely.
Go to school : yes..
Want to get married : Yes.It’s in God’s hand to right pick the right one/
Believe in yourself : Waliaoweh…yes
Think you’re a health freak : Haha…yes lately

Layer Six : In The Past Month
Drank alcohol : Nope…eh…got…shandy..a mild one.
Gone to the mall : yes
Been on stage : erm…lemme think. nope.
Eaten sushi : yes…at weekee’s house
Dyed your hair : No…

Layer Seven : Have You Ever..
Played A Stripping Game : would love to one day..haha..if anyone dares to play lar!!
Changed Who You Were To Fit In : hehe…i find it hard to change myself…me wud be me

Layer Eight : Age You’re Hoping
To Be Married : within the 20 year old period..

Layer Nine : In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour : Transparent
Best Hair Colour : aiya… not important
Short Hair or Long Hair : erm….i wud prefer long hair…** yawn**

Layer Ten : What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago : typin this stuff…isk
1 Hour Ago : studying
4.5 Hours Ago : rehearsing for easter nite
1 Month Ago : can’t remember…
1 Year Ago: isk…

Layer Eleven : Finish The Sentence
I Love : Jesus.
I Feel : worried…for all the assignments and tests
I Hate : to hate
I Hide : my belly…kekeke…
I Miss : MT…
I Need : a sleep

Layer Twelve : Tag Five People

Layer Twelve : Tag Five People
bummer
arlyne
josh
christine
jo…again.

WORD

James 4:8 Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

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