reality.check

Well, here I am again. Blogging. So much saying about coming back to reality.

Semester nearly comes to an end already.A lot of things keeps on popping in my mind now. What’s going to be during holidays-the kuching trip–isit going to materialised–christmas—planet shakers—-united live.

But now actually I have a lot of job yet to be done. 2 more assignments. Loads and loads of chapters to read for my finals. Apparently, there’s no tips for any of my subject this semester. 4 subjects. It’s like STPM all over again. I really need to find back my special touch. Touch? Or rather i wud put as passion–to study:: just like old days during Form 6 and First year. During my industrial training placement interview last saturday, of course, my last semester results was sure the ‘thing’ they interested to know from me.What had happened to my and my results. It’s so clear away from the status quo. I gave my flowery reasons of course. To be honest, I lied a little bit during the interview. I feel very bad. I don’t deserve a placement in their company.

I’ve been very lonely these days. Two of my best buddies seldom find me nowadays. Talking about me having girlfren and wud ditch them last time. haha. now me having no one to hang out with. i’m all alone.

luckily today wk called me out for a simple dinner. I was malas to go out actually. need to study. need to complete my quota. but…arghh , nevermind lah.

Went to Tmn Connaught-wk and jj was there. we makan and felowship la.

Came back. emo. and then study.

Darn, I just don feel like studying nowadays.

I shall end my day with my sleep.